ouchie

...God slammed a major door i'd been looking forward too in my face, hard.
It sucks, i think i want to leave work and go home and wimper.
i feel sad, very very sad.
there are options, but they're difficult, i was hoping to have a future kinda figured out, but its pushed back another month. The option i never thought about happening happened.
the option that makes me feel totally worthless...worst of both worlds